i tried to think of a word to describe how i've been feeling and the only one that came to mind was "
blah." i work 40 hours a week in a job that is only entertaining if friends are working. i miss out on every fun activity that is going on, unless i'm given enough time to request it off. i even got stuck working the entire fourth of july weekend. my activities for today consisted of working eight hours, sweating in my apartment, eating chili, and vegging on the couch with luke, and even though that being with him has been great, i'm even to exhausted to leave my apartment for fireworks. happy fourth of july.
the only thing getting me through the week is knowing that i'm going up to a friend's cabin this weekend with all of my friends. I. CAN'T. WAIT. it will be my first real break in 3 weeks.
sorry to be debbie downer, but i really do hope that all of you had a great 4th of july!!
xoxo.