today has been one of those days.
you know, the kind where you try so hard to be in a great mood but you just can't.
it all started with one of my morning classes. the class with all of the behavior issues. the one with the kids that will flat out tell you they are bored, or stand up and shout, "I GOTTA TAKE A PISS," and storm out of the room. the kids that tell me they're about to, and i quote, "slap a b***h" or remind me for the umpteenth time that i don't know what i'm doing, when in fact i'm pretty sure i do. let me remind you, these are seventh graders. i'm fairly certain that i still secretly
played with barbies when i was in seventh grade...
shh don't tell anyone. and to top off all of the behavior issues in that class, my university supervisor was there to observe me. talk about sweating to death. the entire class period i was thinking how terrible my classroom management skills were. in the end, he told me that i did very well with the cards that i was dealt in that class.
the rest of the day went ok, and i was glad to come to my afternoon classes that tend to listen to me better.
...and just like me better overall.
i think...i hope.
to make a bad day even worse, i went to pick up my car tabs, which have been expired for months. long story short, i renewed them months ago. they never came in the mail. i called about it. they said they shipped them to my old address. i updated my address, and was told to go pick them up at the dmv. then was told by the lady at the dmv that i had to pay $11 because i updated my address. the man on the phone never told me this. so i was charged $11 for "duplicate" tabs even though they messed up my address and i never received them.
woohoo. *insert sarcastic comment*
lastly, after watching ellen, i caught a clip of a news segment and found out that one of the sped teachers that i worked with in my last field experience was shot and killed. he was such a wonderful teacher. the kids loved him. not to mention he was just a good man over all. he loved the outdoors, and had such a strong faith. he will surely be missed by many.
let's hope tomorrow is better.
xox, eden
p.s. life is short. you never know when it could end. tell your loved ones that you love them.